enjoy

this is the last time

you'll see me smile

unless you tell me

I'm yours

and you're all mine

I do not give up though,

I'm just so tired of

believing miracles

and children-tales

and maybe even both

laughing with someone

who doesn't really care

if I have left for day

or if I've gone away

oh sure, my baby

I can still be just friend

but you know it kills me

right?

and yet I'll pretend

and smile and say all's great

and you just walk away

because you never looked

I know..., for if you did

you would have understood

so enjoy

this is the very last

of my shy little smiles

or crazy free laughters

you'll hear for now

no, of course it's not

don't you think that I would

have stopped long time ago

it lasts for one year now

and I've tried trust me, oh,

but it was way too hard

and so I smile and laugh

with you not knowing how,

much I.......