did you ever realize how none of your plans worked out in a long time,
and did you then go, take a big fluffy towel and locked yourself in the bathroom, taking long hot shower and having the biggest crying fit in ....let's say 20 years?
did you cry over everything?
I cried because I remembered how someone removed me from his facebook friends
I cried because sis had beautiful photos from vacation
I cried over school exams
I cried because this summer will be another summer spent inside, stressed, on the verge of tears while all my friends will be on vacation.
I cried because grandma's dog died - years ago - when i was little
I cried because I wasn't hungry in such a long time I can hardly remember the feeling
I cried because I could take long hot shower
I cried because I miss someone I love
I cried because I miss my kids - I love
I cried because we ran out of raw milk
I cried because world is crazy (in the bad way)
I cried because I don't have facebook anymore (but I don't want it back, not really)
I cried because shampoo got into my eyes.
I cried because I felt like crying.
and you know what? crying in shower didn't help at all. I still feel miserable.
crying only helps if you have someone who will wipe your tears and hold you and tell you everything will be fine - who will make sure it will be fine.